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I’m really looking forward to getting paid. I am going to buy all my equipment and just go photography MAD. I have so many ideas in my head. Once I get the stuff I’m getting I’m going to spend the rest of this year getting back into it. I have ignored my camera for too long and it makes me sad. My tutor told me I’d fall in and out of love with photography over and over but I can’t ignore that it’s my passion. I’m just itching to get back into it now.

i don’t like it because sometimes it gets so overwhelming. And I hate it when I feel like this because it’s stupid and I should just stop wallowing in my own self pity and probably do the washing up from last night…and the night before. The one thing I hate most about tumblr is when people come on here and moan about their depressing life and all the teenage angst and how they TRY and relate every single moment that happens to a song or a film or a novel. Sometimes, like everyone, I find myself doing it and then I just feel like a MASSIVE hipster or something and I always feel like telling that stereotype to get a fucking grip. 

But I’m in a pissy mood and I’m tired and theres nothing on television and I want to moan and eat shit loads of crap until I become diabetic. 

i managed to get a B in english but i can’t remember anything thats why there is hardly any proper use of the english language or good grammar/punctuation in this post aha. 

im awful.

I’ve just been working a lot and now im pretty tired and its making me a bit mooooooooooooooooooooooody. 

I think it’s making me a little bit more anxious than usual about like EVERYTHING but y’know…whatever I can’t be bothered to go on and on about that! 

now i could end this post with something incredibly cliche such as ‘now i’m going to listen to jeff buckley and drink vodka until i pass out’ but to be honestttttt it’s 3 o’clock in the afternoon, i’m not an alcoholic and i’d rather listen to some drum and base.

so peace out mother fuckers. 

Just logged back on after months and months and months…

Deleted most of my posts. 

Going to get some new bits and bobs and hopefully soon post some more work on here.